(A NOT so good post to start the year. :))
The holidays' over yet I still haven't done anything new that would most probably be a hint that a new year has come. These past few days, I was trying to write something. I wanted to post something since it's been awhile since I posted something worthwhile in here. But, I do not know what hit me or what I have eaten that it seems like words aren't coming.
Before the past year ended, I thought of writing a short assessment of what happened with my 2009. Surprisingly, I did not have the urge to realize that thought. I was too lazy to even turn on my laptop or our computer back home (I went back to province for New Year). I was too busy or should I say too preoccupied with a lot of stuff, not to mention with intrigues I would have wanted not to hear.
Anyway, so here I am again, trying to catch my words so it won't slip away and that I would have something to say, at least for now. Do I sound a little weird? Well, I find myself a little weird since I flew back in Manila. A lot of thoughts are coming to mind, which make me wonder sometimes. I guess I'm just a little bothered about what's going to happen this year. Worried in the sense that I do not have any concrete plan for this year. It's like I'm stuck with my present self that I am a scared of conquering another because it might hurt me big time or might struck me somehow, and that I am not ready for it. Wah! I honestly do not know what's going on here. It's so not me. I shouldn't be feeling this way. =(
Oh well. This has to stop. I need to be back on track. Bear with me for now. :)
The holidays' over yet I still haven't done anything new that would most probably be a hint that a new year has come. These past few days, I was trying to write something. I wanted to post something since it's been awhile since I posted something worthwhile in here. But, I do not know what hit me or what I have eaten that it seems like words aren't coming.
Before the past year ended, I thought of writing a short assessment of what happened with my 2009. Surprisingly, I did not have the urge to realize that thought. I was too lazy to even turn on my laptop or our computer back home (I went back to province for New Year). I was too busy or should I say too preoccupied with a lot of stuff, not to mention with intrigues I would have wanted not to hear.
Anyway, so here I am again, trying to catch my words so it won't slip away and that I would have something to say, at least for now. Do I sound a little weird? Well, I find myself a little weird since I flew back in Manila. A lot of thoughts are coming to mind, which make me wonder sometimes. I guess I'm just a little bothered about what's going to happen this year. Worried in the sense that I do not have any concrete plan for this year. It's like I'm stuck with my present self that I am a scared of conquering another because it might hurt me big time or might struck me somehow, and that I am not ready for it. Wah! I honestly do not know what's going on here. It's so not me. I shouldn't be feeling this way. =(
Oh well. This has to stop. I need to be back on track. Bear with me for now. :)
11 comments:
I'm Back with new home...
see you around : )
Me too. I'm back.
iwasan ang kape. 2010 is just another year, but the today is the best day all the time.
You'll be fine. The best blessing are yet to come. :)
kahit ako rin minsan, feeling ko nagsusulat lang ako para lang di dumating yung time na tamarin na ko ng tuluyan at tumigil na sa pagbablog. ganun talaga. may bad times pero meron din naman good. :)
be positive. 2010 is a lucky year.
lahat tayo suswetihin :D
i know this is a little (well not really) late, but happy new year.
Regarding your plans, what i did, is i just wrote down stuff i know i'll be able to do this year so come time for my assessment, pasado ako. hehe
anyway, good luck!!!
tignan mo wala ka pang masulat nyan ha? pero ang gaan sa loob basahin. hehe
maging positibo : )
halu friend!
hehe..
di ko maxado nabasa..scan lang.
tx2 lng ah
bein CRAZY isn't legal, at times plannin only makes us crazier
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