Friday, January 22, 2010

I Thought So

I am my own self. I am not like anyone else. I am uniquely made.

I have my own mind, my own free will, my own brain that functions the way it was molded to function for me. I am disappointed. You know why? Because I thought you know me well. But sad to say, you don't.

Stop thinking the way you are thinking about me. I so hate this feeling. I hate being judged wrongly. Some may say that I should speak up, that I should explain myself. But why? Why do I have to do so when I know where I am perfectly standing.

I have nothing against you. I am just really disappointed with your actions. This will pass I know, but for now, allow me to have the distance I need. I need to think who my REAL friends are, or do I really have one?

I am trying not to feel affected with what you are showing me, but how the hell would I do that? I am sensitive. Just so you know. I am human. That's part of being who I am. 

I am hurt with your judgment. The hell. I am not the type who curses people, but please allow me to (for now).


kikilabotz said...

awts awts awts. paktay kang bata ka.!! hehe. pami!?(feeling close) pinapasabi pla ni big utol..madami kang friends.. wag daw maxado worry. kung hindi ka nila naintindian ngayon baka bukas maiintindihan ka na nila..

hmmm nakahelp b? xensa na di me magaling magadvice.

Ely Biado said...

Don't feel bad, you're not the only one.

Jesus for saying nothing but the truth have gain the ire of many so he was nailed.

It's understandable that sometimes you will ask the same question asked by Jesus himself.

John 10:32 Jesus answered them, “Many good works I have shown you from My Father. For which of those works do you stone Me?”

The truth really hurts.